Move for me - Kaskade

Basically, 19th Birthday could not have been spent better, given the location & everything.. :)

x's & o's to the people who made this day special - and to Jason for treating me like a princess.

Tick Tock - Kesha

This isn't even half of what I eat - guys.

Ever since I've come here, oh dear me. My diet has become terrible. The times I eat my meals are revolting. The things I eat? Indescribable. Appalling to say the least. 

Let's take a step in my shoes - typical eating habits for Vidhya daily.

Morning (12pm) - I wake up. Yes I am a pig. Hold that thought, though. 

1pm - pasta. the same kind. pesto, fetta cheese, mushrooms, eggplant. more cheese.

4pm? - I decide I'm hungry again (I'm actually not, it's just an excuse to get out of the library/my room to get food/catch up with people) where I ALWAYS without fail buy a strawberry milkshake + either a KitKat/Carrot cake/Choc Chip Muffin...

6pm - Dinner time. Same crap of either pasta/pizza/tofu thing/nachoes.

10pm - Sometimes pizza. Sometimes a tub of peanut butter. Sometimes Banana bread, depending if I go out for late night coffee.

12am - Macadamia nuts/something to munch on to let me sleep

Do I exercise? Answer is absolutely not. I went swimming like.. ONCE this semester.

So don't be phased if I come back resembling a buffalo. THIS IS MY WARNING!

Barely Breathing - Duncan Sheik

At the moment, ear phones plugged in, and I am screaming my lungs out to this song. I love how when that happens the only thing you are focused on is trying to overcome the sounds in your ears by your own voice. Everything else is drowned out.

Wow OK that was dramatic.

Things going on here, things going on back at home. It's all like a blend of bad things happening at once. I almost feel helpless. And more home sick. Why does this happen? Why is it life throws us hurdles when we least want it, or least expect it?

Then again, when would it ever be a good time to face problems? Never. 

Today I have been happy, sad, and angry. 

Happy when I'm around my friends, Sad when I'm alone with my own thoughts, and Angry.. with one, but many things. 

One of the many frivolous, unimportant things I get angry about? 

Someone today called me cute. 

Cute. Is not a compliment. Cute is one of the most condescending things you could say to a person. It's like saying "you look like a 12 year old, grow up".

Point is, I should get over these things. There are bigger more important things out there to be worried about. fml. 

Want You - Motor Ace

My first (and quite frankly) the best Halloween I have celebrated away from home!

The best thing about it was how creatively everyone was dressed - from two girls in white aprons with blood all over it, a fake fish in their pocket (Butchers) - to Scooby Doo and Bugs Bunny - to Harry Potter (hahaa) - to little red riding hood - to of course, the skanky police women, nurses, bunnies, etc. 

And I quote from Mean Girls:

"Halloween is an excuse for girls to dress up as skanks"

I could not be bothered thinking of what I was going to dress up as until the actual day. I finally decided on being an "Angel" - mainly because Jash was going as "the devil" and it was easy to dress up as. All I needed was a white dress, Jash provided and a halo.

Nope, looked everywhere, there was no halo to be found. Instead, I bought this thing with WINGS on my head. Thats right. WINGS. 

So I figured why not, two in one right? As opposed to using wings at the back..... (shut up, I was being optimistic)

I swear to God I looked ridiculous!

People came up to me asking me if I was a Bunny? No man. No. A butterfly? No.

WHICH BUTTERFLY IS WHITE?

My friends said it was easy to spot me in the crowd, they just had to look up and they could see my "wings" bobbing around. hahaha. So cute. Anyway, you judge:

Angel and ze Devil's advocate

hahaha this idiot is effing racist. Osama bin Laden, ya'll